never thought i would see or understand,
something i thought it was impossible to hold in my hand
the thought of learning this
would be proof of god's bless
and yet, im left with nothing
alone, internity dream land i sing,
silently i sleep to my death
thinking about what else is left
love story songs are great,
how long is it gonna lie to me at this rate?
yea i kno i need to get out there and see the world
but im a trapd bird
in a change, locked in hold
steel tight, naked and cold.
warmth of the light is what i had
it comes and goes, i thought that was bad.
seeking not evil or good
keep wishing for hope, yea i could
but when will it be my turn for peace
my soul is brusting, may i be release
my heart crippled, wings are swore
am i another new topic of a whore
with a past said but not told full
my life is disgusting and cruel
seeking for this longing i must
i dont know if its lust
but more of this so called love
somewhere said not founded below or above
still lost in this time of space
surrounded by many others than my face
i want to seek for this thing,
i dont know what i should sing
to help me find out this mystery
i know my own history
is this short or far
i needa know whats this unknown scar
left me somewhat suffocated and drown
may i shall die with a frown
and leave to another area i yet dont know
but now, i must go,
and see in me,
where what who am i ment to be